as grand as the title may sound, this blog of mine would revolve around my love life mostly. these would be where i pour all my feelings and experience i have had with G.
we have only been together for the past 7 months, but trust me it feels longer than that. a lot of times i thought i am mature enough, but after listening to his point of views, i find that i over estimate myself. i feel stupid and silly, not because he made me feel that way, but from what happened between us.
he sees things differently from most people i know. and he thinks a lot too. most of all, whatever he does or plans to do, it involves me. i would say i am really very lucky to have him in my life. cos he really prioritizes me. he really puts me ahead of everyone and everything else which at this point of time, i fail to do the same for him (i know it's my bad).
we had a huge fight last Saturday, and i made him cried. to cut a long story short, i overlooked his needs. well he mentioned that a few times to me before and we did argue about it, but it was just some minor arguments. you would have asked how could i commit the same mistake over and over again despite the reminders and arguments we had. i gotta admit i am a bit slow and stupid in this kinda thing. sorry dear. i never meant to hurt you and made you cry. forgive me for that. but trust me, everytime we argue, i listen to what you say and i tried and am still trying to improve and work on it. cos i will not give up easily. i know patience is not a virtue you have, but please understand i am not perfect.
i don't purposely do it to upset you, but at times, i guess i did it without realizing. i know there is no excuse but all i can promise is try not to repeat it again. i will learn to say no to my friends and i will learn to plan with you on my mind.
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